I tell my stories, yet this blog is truly not about me: I seek to fortify the minds of those who seek to conquer the battles that lie ahead.
Thank you to everyone who ever helped me.
Slogans on the wall
Spoke for 30 minutes and the recording turned out to be too emotional, so I will not publish it.
I have started streching.
What does 'disciplining your thoughts' mean?
Don't disrespect the grind. Unless, of course, you want to stagnate.
Jump to 36 seconds to skip the
intro.
I'm resuming daily recordings to my site, just like I did in July. I must get exceptional at speaking and what better way than to practice daily?
Chapter 13.
Chapter 12. 6th semester at 17 years old.
Chapter 11. At university. Gaining upward momentum.
Chapter 10. Moving away from my parents. Confusion. A identy crisis and the death of my second business.
Deleted because I fall far short of my own standards.
Chapter 9. Joy after returning to strength and overcoming a year of heartbreak. Holidays between school and university.
Chapter 8. Returning to strength and the end of 12th grade.
Chapter 7. Because I failed to resolve that inner conflict around her, I felt very depressed.
Chapter 6. The girl’s behavior drastically shifted after I published chapter 5, which made me think she was interested in me. That created a battle between my heart and mind, which led to a creative peak. Meanwhile, I was physically sick for months and couldn't go to the gym.
Chapter 5. The first time I stop trying to impress the girl I want.
Chapter 4. A month after the failure of my first business, and being heartbroken for four months, I try to return to strength multiple times.
Chapter 3. After working on my app business for three years and seeing it fail, I had a very blissful time. In the background, I grew increasingly weaker.
Chapter 2. A cute little story.
Chapter 1. A summer starting with heartbreak, burnout, and then hardcore discipline and deep bliss. These texts were clearly meant to impress the girl who rejected me.
Peak wordcount
June 2024: 289,700
Current wordcount
September 2024: 101,200
Why are some numbers missing?
These texts were unessential.
The story of this blog
On a Wednesday evening, back when I was 16, I got the idea to start
a
blog. By Thursday noon, I had written and published three texts. The next day, I got a rejection. Thus, my blog
became a testament to the indomitability of my spirit.
With love, Kiryl P., 2025
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